Currently Listening Stay Fly By Three 6 Mafia yeeeeeeaaaauuuuhhhh see related

thinking about a lot of ways i want to change for this last quarter. the shortcomings of my character have been revealed, particularly in this past quarter, so i feel called to improve upon those in the short time i have remaining at stanford. there is so much to do in so little time; where did it all go? like a shadow in the night, our time here has disappeared so quickly. the cyclic character of time once again has brought me to the end of the beginning where i feel as if i am just beginning to gain a foothold on who i am as a person and discover my place at stanford, just as it did in high school. why now? why like this? because the sense of urgency that is conferred by the closing of another year has pushed me once again to reevaluate and strive to find the answers to the aforementioned.

a prayer:

as it all comes to a close, let me stay checked in to the present. don't let me look forward without living here and in the now. help me to enjoy each moment with a passion for life that i have not enjoyed since my high school days. as i look forward to continuing in friendships in these last months, help me to establish a sense of balance in my life. i cannot do it on my own. give me perspective on what really matters in life and allow me to be a man of integrity and one who loves the people around me rather than myself. amen.

shout out to daniel yu. was in monterey park this weekend and thought of the korean hospitality imparted to me by you and yours the last time i was there. dodgers are legit this year. holler.